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Friday, April 27, 2018

I am surprised you all read what I can't stop writing...but thanks for being around.....


Really, I am really surprised that you all do come over to read me, to see what all goes on in that random mind of mine, the depths of which I still haven’t reached yet.

The other day, I was really thinking it is strange how I have always had a problem talking to people in real life. I feel no body would want to listen to me really, or that they would constantly judge me on how I am and what all I lack.

I battle so many demons all the time. Demons that tell me I need to improve the way I look, the way I am, my life, my work, my love, my thoughts – so many different views and so many different minds.

And all I do is try to run away from them all, from it all, in my own silly ways. Maybe that’s why I come across as someone I am not, I am not a snob, I am not full of myself, but then again, when people get that impression about me and stay away, I feel relieved they won’t come close to me and judge me.

Or

Worse still

They won’t come close to me and then leave

And leave me waiting and thinking and distrusting trust again…

Something is wrong today I guess, I can’t stop writing, I can’t stop the words….I guess I just had to reach out to you all, whoever you are who is sitting somewhere in some part of this beautiful big earthy home of ours and reading what all I am writing out here to share….


Thanks for still being around ……. 

- Debolina Raja

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And like I always believe in and say:
"Heal the world we live in
Save it for our children" - MJ

Debolina Raja