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Tuesday, March 21, 2017

An Empty Heart Is A Scared Heart, A Scary Heart

Would you ever
Know what it means
To hold on to a feeling
That is so like love
That is so like magic
That is so like that something special you were looking for
Waiting for
That is love actually
The one you thought wouldn’t exist for you

And then be shown the cruder side?

The side that calls you names
That tells you you are not good enough
Can never be
That you aren’t trustworthy anymore
That all you do is a farce

Would you ever give your heart and soul
To the one you think you really love
That you know you really do
Want to be with for life
In heart spirit mind body and soul
Would you share your darkest secrets
Your past
Things you are ashamed of,
Things you are proud of
Moments you wish you weren’t alive
Moments you wish you could relive

And then be told you are just a sum of all those
Those mistakes you made
Those wrong paths you took
Those wrong moments you lived
That won’t be erased
Or won’t be allowed to be erased
Even though you came out to the right path
Even though you made a sunshine of memories

Would you hold on to it even then?
This disaster called hope?
This disaster called love?

Maybe yes
Truly yes

For the heart without the hope, without the love
Would be a scary heart

A scared heart

- Debolina Raja

And like I always believe in and say:
"Heal the world we live in
Save it for our children" - MJ

Debolina Raja

Monday, January 23, 2017

Get A Hold On Your Life, Will You?

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Get a hold on your life

Open those fingers and let those memories slip by
Let out those thoughts and feelings that hold you back to the past
Frame by frame
Minute by minute
Thought by thought

Let out those tears and fears
That whisper in your heart and your mind and your ear
Each minute of the day and night
Let out the dark, bring in some of the light
Some, at least

Get a hold on your life

Figure out what you want and how you want it
All by your own, all on your own, without a help, without a hand
To not hold another again, to not crave a heart, to nurse your own heart by yourself, in your own quiet way
As you will
As you best can
As no one else can
As only you can

Put on those red lips and your best smile
Let your face and your day shine
At least for the world
For that matters a lot, doesn’t it?
To tide through the day and the night
And what may or may not be real, but surely helps to keep up the pretence
It’s best to do that, isn’t it?

Get a hold on your life

Put on that lovely dress and switch your work mode on
Drown yourself in work, kill your heart and your mind with it
To fill up all the spaces in your head and heart
To leave no room for thoughts and thoughts and more thoughts
No remnants of the past
No shards to pierce and wound

Nothing but that thing called life
That lets you not live it, and lest you not leave it
Be brave…you
You can do it
You can be brave
At least while you put on that face, right?

Who cares what you do buried under your pillow
Hiding under that sheet
Who cares?

You can do this, cant’ you?
You can get a hold on your life, can’t you?

Can you?

No….can’t…. cannot …. 

- Debolina Raja

And like I always believe in and say:
"Heal the world we live in
Save it for our children" - MJ

Debolina Raja