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Thursday, January 28, 2016

I'll Take It All And Go

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I’ll take it all and go
Lock them all inside me

My demons
My fears
My past
My present

All of my future that I am supposed to have some day
But that which I don’t know if I want to see
If I can be around to see
If I will have the life in me to be around and see

All I want to do is lie down
And sleep and sleep and sleep
Without a care in the world
Without waiting to hear what you or them have to say
Without waiting to see what you or them have to do
To me

The mask comes and stays
But it gets harder to put it up each morning and take it off at night
When the lights are off
When no one will see
When the emptiness won’t leave behind the stains

I am tired I can see
But I am not sure how much more I will see
How much more I can
Or want
For its easier to give up and lie down

And rest…..

- Debolina Raja

Thursday, January 21, 2016

Girl About Town: Felt The Creepy Vibes Anyone?
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I think I have a strong case of getting the heeby-jeebies! I mean, I can literally feel those negative and creepy vibes coming off people in so many cases. And no, if you've been following my #TalesFromTheLift series or my #GirlAboutTown series, I don't mean those ones necessarily.

I've always had trouble connecting with people, as in with everyone and everyone. You really need to have something up there and some love and compassion in your heart for me to be able to connect to you, you know. All those fancy gizmos and wheels and brands that you load up in may work like magnets for others, but in my case, it just helps to give the exact opposite reaction.

Of late I've started feeling these vibes even more. I mean, it may have something to do with my own fears and confusions, maybe, but I just genuinely and truly truly seem to pull all the creepy vibes to me. Oh, its so confusing!!!!

So suddenly people will want to get all friendly and nice and sweet, and want to know more about me and my life, especially as I try to shut it all out and keep my space to myself. Does it somehow have a